My inner peace was kind of disturbed when I heard this song just now.The lyrics were vivid and somehow I don't know how,there are images of me appearing in the song.Just don't care to super old-school MV and just listen to the song.If reference for lyrics,it's below.Enjoy.

~太想爱你~
张信哲


慌乱城市中
连风都不自由
热闹的街头
就数我最寂寞
是爱的蛊惑
让我又兴起贪求的念头
有多爱我
够不够久
会不会走
藏在柔顺背后
你忠于自我
情爱里游走
从不曾见你低头
我却常犯错
像一个太忙太累太傻的陀螺
转个不休
只放不收
停不了手

太想爱你是我压抑不了的念头
想要全面占领你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我
却还不属于我
叫我如何不去猜测你在想什么
太想爱你是我压抑不了的折磨
能否请你不要不要选择闪躲
只想爱你的我
太想爱你的我
难道只能在迷雾中
猜你的轮廓

First day of school!

Today is the first day of school.A new start for the Year as I am now a Year 2.1 student!!woohoo!!



So,a new start normally comes with a new look.I guess my looks today wasn't really a new one but rather a nicer one cause after I woke up and freshen myself,I wore my Brown Slim long sleeve, Brown Berms and waxed up my hair!woots!!



Feeling great and head for breakfast.What dampens my day was the failure of putting on my BIG sunglass and walk my way down the Engine Concourse!Whatever it is~I enjoyed my first day of school having lotsa FUN!!Nonsense!! and last but really not the least,I get to know alot alot alot more Engine students due to the MTC and WeekZero!!!SOooo Cool lah!!!



Gotta go cause there are gonna be lotsa more things to do tomorrow!!

HOHOHO~Just came back from TP's Week Zero Orientation Programme.Seriously it rocks lah!!!

I miss the coordination,noisy pagings of the Walkie to each other,being busy with the others. I missed my work with mentors,LLs and of course, my very own department,DIPLOMA HEADS!!!

I seriously miss to be with them hahaha!They are a great bunch of people that I love working with!!!

Had a dream last night.Can consider a nightmare.LOL.

I was at ECP and was being attack by some mobsters.I ran and jumped towards a bush.However,it turns up to be a drain and I landed with my head.I got unconsicous.I woke up with the shirt full of blood and I've been "moved"(cuz when i "awake",it's a diff scene.).There are tunnels and I keep on crawling and couldn't stand due to the height of the tunnel.

the small holes outside are actually Yishun area(i guess).Kept on crawling but can only reach an old old chamber but not the town.2 mobster spotted me and shot with 2-3 bullets on my limbs.The most classic part of my dream is when I used my cell phone to call for police,they actually asked me this ,

Police are red and I am Green

"Hello.Are you Joseph or Sarah?"
"No.But I would like to make a report."
"Aiya like this you try call for your brothers to help you first lah.*hang up*"
"WTF!!Who the F is Joseph and Sarah?Some celebrity's kids?"

and then my Handphone alarm goes off and I woke up.If there are such cops I think i will go mad and stage a Coup against the government.But that shouldn't happen LOL!Gotta shower and go sentosa~Lala~

Winter Love

Hey Readers~Came back to update again. Posted something in my poetry blog.

Go under the Links section to find or my Profile section under "my inks".Currently there is no proper chinese title for my composition.So if free,help me come out with one ahah~

Anyway,here to share a nice Japanese song by BoA.This song brings me memories man~lol!




Enjoy and remember to come out with a name!haha!

There are a few things I would like to point out a few issues.

First of all.....Holidays are ending!!!!For goodness sake!This vacation seems so short!!haha!maybe because it's packed with activities.hahaha!Camps and stuffs.

Secondly...An activities-packed-till-you-are-mad week next week.Monday will be an outing with the Empire and follow by the WeekZero.WOohooo!Busy~

Last of all!I'm glad I can enjoy the last few moments of my emptied Sunday to slack at home and typed out this entry!AHAHHA!

Went out for a movie today.Supposely to be Fast n Furious 4 but in the end we decide to watch Jackie Chan's Shinjuku Incident....Not a bad show!!At least better than my X-Men!LOL!!!

After the show,whole group saw David Archuleta @Iluma...Crush was nice. But what really amazed me is not really his voice but is how the few of us get trapped inside the building and the girls in front took the toilets as exit without looking at the instrutions in front.Well,can't really blame them cause the organizer can't even get the crowd a proper exit and the instruction is only a small piece of PAPER.LOL!

Tonning going on @ my house~xD

*Staring into space*

Holidays are ending soon.So Sian...Woke up by my dad early in the morning to go JB for Bak Kut Teh at 8:30Am!Thought was 10plus when I woke up but is only 8:30!Gosh~

Love to eat the Bak Kut Teh that my family and I normally went.Their food is seriously nice and the people there are nice!Eh..not only service but the looks as well hehe~*shy shy*Don't misunderstand me as some kind of stalker or pervert!Is just that the people there do look good haha~But that stall is really popular within the locals so people who wants to eat them during weekend gotta go early~HAHA!

Watched the X-men origins I bought...Wondering is it the master copy without editting cause I can see the strings and the background of the studio!!LOL!!But overall,3 stars out of 5.Knowing and Fast n Furious 4 might be better?HAHA!Didnt update details for long long time~

Have been staying at home for the past 2 to 3 days for proper resting.Though I am doing nothing at home,My mind feel so strenuous as though I just came back from my camp.Problems surfacing!!Argh!!!MSN so screwed up!!Making me feel so insecure....I know like nonsense to feel insecure without MSN but it's a tool i use to communicate and it is down....Shit!!!!

The emptiness that I once felt long ago surge again....It doesn't feels good thats why I need my MSN badly.....I want to go out!!Make a change in anything that I can!!!

HOHO~Had a swim that lasted 2 hours under to glaring sun!!!
got further tanned and my dad and aunt said that I got too dark!LOL!!!I wanted to get further tanned and my Sis agrees that I can further tanned myself hehe!

Hope that tomorrow's Sun will be glaring as well haha!!

Hi readers!Just return from my MTV ...eh I mean MTC!Eh solli ar~too tired hehe...I can only say that I seriously enjoyed and learn a lot from the camp.Although the we had minute rest and stuffs like that,I still enjoyed my camp with the accompany of other Diploma Heads,especially from my empire Top Models"ahh...SsSsSsiii"*bimbo style*,Jasmine and Rahman.Oh ya!Not forgetting the Level Leaders(Boon Kiat,ZY,Zul, khai and Ira) and also the MENTORS!

Upon receiving the award for being the Most Composed and Efficient Dipl head SubComm,I was still in a daze.However,after receiving that right,I think that ALL the Dipl heads should be awarded cause I do still got lotsa of space of improvements and others did equally well or even better than me,serious!

I looking forward refresher day and also Week Zero though I know it will be a tough job hahas!

Currently doing nothing at home.Roy,Zhi hao and Jesslyn came over for Game Transfer.

Feeling lethargic maybe cause of yesterday's donation of blood.Camp is tomorrow~wooots!!

HAHA!Gotta be great working with other People.Hopefully the camp will be smooth!!!Seafood Harvest for dinner toniight!!BUGIS!!WOOHOO!!!

Lost my Blood for a good course!

HOHOHO!Went to lose some blood with 1 good old friend,Gordon and a new-made friend,Emily.

Donated blood for my very first time at HSA BloodBank.As usual the most painful part is the Iron Test.LOL!Bruised last time la!LOL!this time don't have any bruise!hehe!

After consuming our refreshments,went to Heerens and met Juline on the way.Was mentioning her a few days back and talking about her while having refreshments and poof!She appeared on while we are on our way to the Heeren.Memories do flood in abit hahaa!

Walk around at HMV,Pacific Plaza and slack at Mac.Left for dinner and head seperate ways.

Camp ahead!Woots!MTC HEEERRREEE I COME!


Next Donation:16/6/2009!Anyone?haha

Relieved

HOHOHO!New skin!Finally!

Got bored with the previous one so decided to change a new skin.New Blog must have something new!So I also changed the blog song.It is now a soundtrack.It is nice!!

Just finished my Final Paper.LOL!Dr Raja stick to the Supplementary Paper requirement!He came out with questions that didn't appeared before for the past 2 years!!!

Forget it as long is over!HAHA!MTC is coming!Feel the pressure somehow!


Coming Ups:MTC!Uprising from Wei's!Woots!

oh gosh!!!just had my mango vodka finished along with several bottles of Cats with my cousins,aunt and uncles!Love their accompany!hahaha!

Guess had to rest more!!HAHAHA!

HOHOHO!!!Finally 18th!!!HAHAH!thanks for the tricks and treats by my darling-ed friends!!HAHA!!



more updates after a few more days of drinking i guess!HAHA!


*Anymore mango vodka top-ups?HAHA!

Have been rather busy this few days and lazy to update~hahaha~

Went to support cousin's first ever competition in SG!Damn good!!

Photos up on facebook~HAHA!

Update them here some time later~

Kinda like this song when the Mayday album is being release.The feeling is there.Translyvania.Count Dracula.

夜访吸血鬼
作词：五月天阿信
作曲：五月天冠佑

满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
我是蝙蝠却不能飞　困在日复一日的街　
无止尽的狩猎　彷佛一种天谴
夜色就是我的披肩　日出就是我的风险　
舞池里的狂颠　是我宿命制约
上帝遗弃我们　却又要给　黯淡的月　
照亮世界　要我们无尽又无情的繁衍
看爱过的人　一一告别　做过的梦 一一凋谢
只留下我独自残喘的千年
无法挥舞天使的纯洁　也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类　贪嗔痴傻和愚昧　
找寻著体温和血　找寻著同类
满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
饥饿是最好的调味　孤独是最强的催眠　
疯狂找一双唇　能够当我酒杯
早就对这一切厌倦　也曾愤怒喝下圣水　
却又无助醒在　下个漫长黑夜
青春遗忘我们　却又要给　回忆的美　
就像玫瑰　要余生流血又流泪的受虐
看镜中的脸　慢慢枯萎　高举的拳　
渐渐粉碎　只留下来了无限唏嘘的相片
无法挥舞天使的纯洁　也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类　贪嗔痴傻和愚昧　
找寻著体温和血　找寻著同类
满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
一个又一个孤单的千年　只能够日日夜夜　
然后又日日夜夜　无尽的日日夜夜
我不能飞

At granny's house now...gosh the kids are cute yet devilish!!!

Only can say kids nowadays cant be too kind unless you want them to be dancing on ur head!hahaha!!

came by so think i should update....

Have been busy exercising and watching taiwan ou xiang ju.I wasn't into ou xiang ju last time cuz the story sometimes abit too farfetched.But the one i just finish us damn nice!!!HAHA!

Maybe some of ur also finished the show原来我不帅.Damn funny!!!hahaha!

想念是会呼吸的痛

我只能说：“我想你”。

Yesterday's photo.Wont elaborate much first.

Fishie~


StarFish

The sleeping Moray Eel...zZzZzZ

the "fortunate" crab crab that is saved from being eaten

Whale whale~

Little boy playing with the gravity toy

I on electirc chair!

My head for dessert?aHAHAHA

Have been rather busy last few days.LOL!Post-Exam Aftermath

25/2
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My favourite part of the year has come again!!!WOOTS! Fish Leong has come and that's the best way to celebrate the end of my Exams!

Rushed home get stuffs than rush down to Bugis.Raining like mad la but cleared in the end.Woohoo!Shout till no voice!HAHA!But still~Worth it.Queue was long and the the FishDream choir is once on the MOVE!We sang along to the songs played through the speakers.Woots!

After everything has ended.We took group photo and head towards makan place at Food Junction.Orientation there for the new members and mingle around.Head home after that.

26/2
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Went to met XY in the airport to send her off.Get to take photo!Argh!FINALLY!T~T so touched la!XDDAfter sending her off,xy and I went to meet thomas for Bowling session.LOL!Head home after that.Effect was at peak that day.

27/2
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Went to Science Centre with Iris and her friends.(Hi Iris if you came by^^).Walk around there with her take photos.Took photos and sat on the electric chair!can only say that my "hand"(corrected myself) is numb after that hahaha!Went to watch the Magic show.Magician is superb!in jokes ahhaa!Talking this to a 9 year old gal,"when i was your age,i also 9!"

Slack n chat at Mac.Till 5 plus accompany her to vivo meet friend then I head home.Best thing!I took the wrong train at EW line!LOL!Effect taking effect le!!


Photos to be updated later~

Today is the 2nd day of exams for many of my friends and my 1st paper....LOL!

Kinda okay....Nothing much.....I can only say...

FISH LEONG梁静茹 is here!!!AHHHH~!!~!~!~!~

munched on the butter cookies due to starvation,i was doing my engineering mathematics 2 that I am going to take at 1430.(Didnt miss the time this time round.)

2nd main paper.1st paper I taking.LOL!Lucks to me!!!

I can only say thank you to those who had asked me online,talked to me face to face,consoled n comforted me.Is a silly mistake that I've made.At first I thought that it was a joke that someone up there is playing on me or my two white balls in my face playing punk with me.

It's my fault for being complacent.A big fool.Taking things for granted that all the time.Assumption always made and ASS-out-of-U-n-ME!I shouldn't let myself to be too affected by the stupid mistake that I had made as I got other papers to handle!

Feeling so irritated,annoyed,pissed off,f-ed up,regretful and many many negative things about me.Reason being-

What can be the"best" thing that can happen during exams other than cleanly forgotten what you had studied:Late and barred from taking the main one.





=.=

A post on my preparations for my Main Examination.Messy!Arghhh!

Current report:

Biocchem:Alright
Edev:Practice more
Emaths:Practice Even More!
Dfund:Should Practice as much as Emaths.

Summary:GPA dropping?!

情歌

Has become my favourite song and Tophit in my Itunes playlist.The MV is nice.Think holiday should really pick up guitar and practice some songs to improve fast!HAHA!

Had the craziest Valentines' day today.Went cycling with my dates naming Ben,Radhi,Lynette,Kat,Jolene and Marissa.Went to the stable to look at those horses.They looked restricted cause they suppose to be roaming on the grasslands!Anyway they smiled at the camera!HAHAH!But they need to have their teeth brushed!Photos soon~

Went to the white sands for dinner at BK and headed towards Partyworld at Loyang Point.That place super ulu can!A Ktv at the carpark?!nice one lah~Once we got our room and start selecting songs.Lynette start jumping on the chair screamming n singing!AHHH~!~!

Had fun singing there but as time goes by,energy level dropping.So getting more n more tired and the best thing!I AM STILL BLOGGING IT!hahah!off to bed...Happy Valentines' my frens!


P/S:Don't feel sad,it's gooing to be fine after sometime.Smile more~=]

Black Friday

As usual,black friday(that marks the OFFICIAL END OF 1.2) has always not been a good one though I don't believe in it.Went to sch happily with my circuit that looks like some magnificent TimeBomb.All the wires are joined left to right,right to left,up to down,in and out.Is not that I started last minute but it's just that I practically suck at it!

Went on soldering for another 2hours plus till my saviour of the day,subject has arrived!WYMAN YEO ZHAO YI!He damn good in soldering edev lah.Finish everything,WORKING,in about 30+ mins time?LOL!Thanks a million times for helping me with the Proj....(:

Had a wonderful lunch at salad bar and then got home rest awhile by having a completed cycle of Sleep.Gosh!SHIOOOK!Getting ready to burn some midnight oil for my exams ARGH!

To all Poly readers:Good Luck In your Main Examination.Enjoy Your Valentines' tomorrow with your Dates~HAHA

Things hasn't been too well for the day.

Frustrations.Tears.Emotions.

Argh buggging Jason at the wrong timing la!Sucks!

Maybe Jason do sucks big time sometimes.Jason is insensitive.














Updates~


Something I should be HAPPY about!



I have been approved to be a Relief Teacher!WAHAHAHA!super happy!

Finally finish with the soldering today...Left the troubleshooting part but just hope that there isn't anything to troubleshoot!

V-day this year will be exceptionally different!my DATES are..........DFUND,BIOCHEM,EMATHS,EDEV notes!HAHA!

What should I do?I feel like joining....Alright...shall discuss it with my Handsome dad later on.hehe

Just finished my run.Didn't went to California with buddy Estee cause I misunderstood wad she said so I ran alone today.I have to say that I enjoy tranquility.Serenity.Peace.

However the quiet moments shouldn't last cause they have room for unlimited expansion of Imagination.

Finally finished my CDS and also the CompProg.

Almost get killed by them.BUT!Still suffocating by the last official week of school for Sem 1.2........
Destress needed!Exercise needed!Jogging needed!

How I wish that holidays come soon.I need to free myself from such Insanity.

Wow~Didn't notice that I had stop blogging for that long.Close to a week.
Getting rather stressed out recently.....A lot of things kept on bugging me consciously and sub consciously.

Damn sian sian sian sian sian sian!Hate to say this but my life recently kinda pissed me off cuz I get emo/grouchy/bad tempered over trivial stuffs and thats not my style!How I wish that study week starts tomorrow and I can at least get proper rest and also proper revision.

Another regular Wednesday.

Left school early today.

Think my CDS team mates will slaughter me someday.

LOL.

Suddenly I feeling what I have written.

No Confidence

I can't bring myself forward,I find it rather perturbed.

I felt pain on my left chestit seriously don't feels the best;

How I wish I can let it rest.

Can't muster the courage within,succumb to the fear in between.

Unsure.Uncertainty.Ambigous.

Got thrown back the phrase.

你还年轻!

Oh please!!

Though things cannot be rushed.

Gosh!

Greater power comes with greater responsiblity!

Nostalgic rush!

Went to Aunt's house today.As usual,IR there every year.Gambling.

Nothing else for me to do cause I dunno why I just can't bring myself to gamble.LOL.So just eat the nice food there.And Slack for hours.Wasted la.The time.

On a serious note,Jason is having nostalgic rush!

Just came back from Malaysia last night.Tiring siol~

Reach home around 3am unpack and stuffs till 3plus and sleep.Went to HWS this morning with Iris.Met at about 9 then head in.Looking at those kids sometimes reflect upon what happen to me in the past.Haha.

Left home at about 11am.Just finish my lunch...Now sleepy.XDD...

Current Voice quality:Hoarse.
Processing speed:Pentium 3
Ability to daydream:Anytime,Anywhere Any Moment.

P/S:Photos will be up later.

Have been rather tired recently but with her voice around!All the fatigue and negative ions around me all left!!!

This album is really 越听越好听!Very relaxing!

If you,readers got the time,do go listen her song~Better still!Buy her album!HAHAHAH!Original ones of course!

I had no idea on what's going on.

What's wrong with my life.

It's turning topsy turvy.

As if I'm drunk,Tipsy.

Tired~Had 2 tests today but only aware of 1.Argh~

Tomorrow....see how....wadever la~


Updates~
Posted my new creation at my poetry blog.Is in Chinese btw.Feel free to take a look and leave me a tag to improve thanks.

Went for my haircut reluctantly this evening.Now my back of my head is really sloped up in the CENTRE and left 2 tails at the side!HAHAH!

I don't care what the remarks I going to get la!As long I feel good and I feel different frm the rest!Hehe!CNY week yet so many assignments,quizes faint!Argh!

16/1/09
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Went to school without my bag after school had officially started for the FIRST TIME!But who cares?There's always a first time!What's more I am given a good reason to do that!JAE!

After that we all go to Prime to shop for the food that we need at the Steamboat later.Finished everything and left for the Roo's house.Bus-ed there and saw an indian couple with their uniform smooching on the bus.Gross~

After we reached Roo's house,we left the groceries at the table and chiong into the Jamming Studio in his house!HAHA!First time Jamming but very addictive!Drumming is shiok!HAHAH!Jammed Apologize and also along with Ben's Engine will win the war cheer!

It goes...engine will win the warX3(Guitar only),One more time go!Engine Will Win The WarX3,ONE LAST TIME GO!ENGINE WILL WIN THE WAR!X3 scream like siao!Laughing like mad la!HAHA!Till about 4pm we went to prepare the food for Steamboat.

I apologized for the Un-well cut,Debone fish I prepared!Sorry~First timer doing!HEHE!
Maybe we can try potluck next time!WOOTS!

Highlight of the night!LOU HEI!HAHA!Really got the CNY mood!!Lou till all the hands got sticky and colorful with red ginger and stuffs.The smoked Salmon was great!Oh ya!The best way to clear food and know each other is to play "I have never/I have..." game!Clear the food damn fast although alot!

Finished the food and help clearing up.Went back to the Jamming studio to chill out before leaving.Kinda burn out haha~But worth it.

Credits
Special Thanks to:
Reuben and folks' warmth hospitality.
Everyone's part participation and contribution for the steamboat.
and last but not least!
EVERYONE'S JOY AND LAUGHTER!

17/1/09
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Went to help out again and went home after that.Totally drained and burnt out!HAHA!Nap for 1.5 hours on my sofa alone at home!Shiok~Went to get my new Fish Leong Album that is released yesterday!Woots!Last COPY!Walked around the Chinatown CNY Pasar Malam.Flooded with People and Photographers.Super cramped and without a camera irks me when I can take beautiful shots and I couldnt.=/

Went home and listened the new album.Going to sleep.....Some photos i need to upload I will Upload tomorrow morning!Sorry for delaying~

Another night run session today~HAHA!However,tonight's run is alone~My buddy too tired today so I run on my own and run with her tomorrow~hehe~

Had 2.4km run just now~hehe!Pushed myself abit harder today so hope my stamina had improve!BWAHAHA!Tried the Jackie Chan ad shampoo mum bought.Now my hair worth alot of money!Cause it smells like ginseng and some artas chinese herbal medicine!HAHAHA!

Now waiting for my hair to dry up and prepare for tomorrow!

P/S:Rest well,Buddy!Tomorrow run again!

Have been at Thomas' folks' stall this 2 days~Earned abit of money~HAHA~

Have been exercising this 2 days,mostly mouth and legs!HAHAHA!

10/1
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Helped out at Thomas' folks' stall till abt 1plus and left home.Rushed out again to Vivo for Red Cliff 2.Nice movie but everytime kenna arrowed cuz didnt watch part 1!Argh!HAHA!Dine at Kopitiam and head off to Kallang Leisure Park for Bowling session.Saw the chingay full-dress rehearsal,very bright and colorful.Bowled till abt midnight.Wasn't having good scores siol~SIAN!Low morale la practically.LOL!Head home and rest for the next morning for work.

11/1
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WOrked till about 2pm today~Left home again reached home awhile leave for Suntec cause my mum wanna window shop around~LOL!Had dinnner there and dilly dally at the food court before going home.Things to look forward tonight!Night Run!Thought would be tomorrow but my cousin say run today!SO HAPPY LA!HAHA!Can feel my lower body muscle pulling!Calves,Thighs and even my Butt!HAHA!Shiok!Tomorrow will start with ComputerProgramming! @#$%^&*()! head off showering and sleep!nitez

A new song from Fish Leong!Wooots!

RnB style also nice lalala~

2nd post of the day~XDThe color abit off is due to the uploader's fault~Meanwhile enjojy the song!HAHAHA!

Went for a night run last night with Estee,new-found jogging buddy~HAHA!

No scorching sun,no crowds blocking the way and COOL breeze!So nice la~HAHA!Going again next week!Hopefully on Monday!HAHAH!

Nothing much...Think rather weird this few days,especially when I am in school.

=/

Went shopping today again~HAHA!

Left school early and went JB with my dad for fuel refill and came back.Rest awhile and get ready to leave with my godparents!

Bought a black Jeans,a Jeep T-shirt(didnt expected) and 2 jerseys from TopMan.So thankful la!hahahaha!

Shiok Shiok~


On a serious note,I think I am getting abit too narcissist!HAHA!

Went to collect my EP and chill out with Fishies at musicdreamerLive!Cafe.

Listening to their songs makes me feel chilled out after the disturbing Dfund2 mini-project.Kinda distracted every now and then.So stressed up!Muggers had already started their mugs against academic work and their grades while I am still being too irrational to get emotional and not getting myself start working.

Hopefully I can let my negative emotions to be gone with the melodies and wind.HAHA~

Had a nice nice swim this evening~and only during evening la~

Watched House Bunny at home while waiting for Nik's arrival.Laugh like mad!ROFL!

Swam for 2km today.Shiok~

Nothing else le~Shag bah I guess

First post on 2009!Warning!Abit long!If want read with photos,later part of the day~(Updated)

Finally Updating them~hahahah~Here they comes!


First Burst!



Starting to smoke out~



The only presentable one during the smoke-out time~

Firstly!HAPPY NEW YEAR READERS!HAHA!

First few hours of the 2009 I posting a blog entry.HAHA!Kinda fast that 2008 flew by.Scary indeed but a nice year I had.Yar~Again,some ups and downs I been through that year but!IS all OVER~A brand new start ahead!HAHAHAH!

New Year Resolutions
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1)Better Grades!GPA:3.3?
2)Better phototaking skills!
3)May what I wished and hope come true!
4)Last!Cut down a bit on alcohol~HEHE~

Went to TM after school for Aijsen.Volcano Ramen is so hawt~HAHAH~SHiok though!Went with Ben,Royston and Roo and Charlie.After a nice dinner went for arcade.They danced la!PARA PARA!HAHA!And I realise I dont have childhood cause I missed that out although not my habit to perform outdoors.XD

Went home to chill out awhile before leaving my house with Thomas,Wailoon and Zhi Hao for the phototaking session.Dinner with Aw and met the rest at Raffles Place Station.Chatted for soooooo long~4HOURS!That's worth waiting for!HAHAH!Than with the presence of Nik Chua,Zhi Hao,Nik's Friends,Thomas,Aw,Wei,WaiLoon,CYB,SekSek,CYB and CYB's friend,we welcomed the year 2009!HAHAHA!

Took some can-shown-to-people ones,up in the morning later!HAHAH!

Reflection
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A rather smooth year for me cause I almost got all my wants like a DSLR camera and a guitar.A proper start of my Poly life.Although I still not atttached yet~But I wouldn't brood on it too much~HAHA~afterall is all about chemistry between two.School work was smooth in the first sem and slipped abit in the 2nd sem.Shall work harder!School side,ups and downs as well.Think that's all~HEHE~

Photos up this late morning or afternoon.Stay tuned.

Did spring cleaning today.HAHA~

Didnt know my room got so much dust!Didn't know that my room got at least 3-4 clocks that are unused la!

Gonna rush my PSPS presentation..... SIAN!

Holidays are ending!Gotta enjoy the next holiday coming!

*Falling sick~Sticky Throat and nose that grown legs.T~T

Went for a swim with Nik n Zhi Hao today~

Got kinda tanned but didnt tanned too much either hahahas~

Swam 1.5Km hahaha~Than went for a shiok meal at Bat Kut Teh Founder

SHIOK SHIOK~

HOHOHO~MERRY CHRISTMAS~

The joyful part of the year has come~The moment where all the children yearned for!Presents!HAHAHAH!

~24/12~
Went for a "winter" swim with my Brothers at Jalan Besar Swimming Complex.Totally shiok and CHILL out hahah!SO shiok!Swam for 14 laps!XD!I know its little but never mind~HAHAH~

Didn't join my Brothers for dinner cause going for dinner at Aunt's house.Nice dinner I had!Or rather FEAST!WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Had a sumptuous feast that goes with my faves~Wines!HAHAHA!Chit chatted till midnight which is Christmas!HAHAHA!

~25/12~
Went to Converse warehouse sales!Buy alot of stuffs!Christmas pressie for me!HAHAHAH!Bought bags and shoes.Although I want to get masterpiece's bag but since already get a new bags,next time then!HAHAHAHA!


Not forgetting my Everlast Jacket and Converse Polo that is bathing now~HAHAHA~SHIOK~

Went for ComProg discussion this afternoon with net n nadia.End up having fun and laughing,talking loud and accusing copying each other's work.HAHA~

Rush down to MS area and getting myself ready for some Buffet rampage~

AND I DID!I HAD A TWO HOURS NON-STOP BBQ N EATING BUFFET AT YUKI YAKI!

HAHA~SO shiok!Eating and teasing each other!haha!

Oh ya of cuz the participants are Roy(SO LATE!ALMOST DIE OF HUNGER!),Nik,TeckSeng(Dec Baby),Nigel(Dec Baby),Wei Lun and of course,Yours Truly.

Had a very filling meal and we decide to pay and go around walking and guess what!I bought a Pinky Sunglass!HAHAHA!Alright I know mas,wei n wai loon gonna complain "Pinky Boy" again!But I don't care cause it's really hawt alright! HAHAHA!

I love food!

I love steamboat!

I love Buffet!

BAHAHAHAHA

Woots~Had a nice day shopping with my Buddies.



We met at around 1330 and we met Glennie~! hahaha!So long didn't see him la!Still the same hahah!



Start shopping after lunch.Walked around Bugis area and bought a Levis Jeans and Vintage:FreshBox shirt.

Shopping spree practically la today~hahaha~Shiok~

But joke of the day:I swapped my pants with Roy's Pants.haha~

Have been playing games like







Surviving game that requires to kill your way through with countless zombies attacking you.









My all-time fave for 2008!Red Alert 3 Feat. Empire of the Rising Sun!


Playing games n guitar like some otaku n geek that creates noise!HAHA!

Shopping tomorrow with Buddies~Woots~

Went to get tuna,Er i mean tuner for my guitar at Bugis.

Walk to collect Ben's bag and walk around take some photos.

Saw a music group from Japan.Sugoi desu yo!

Listen then decide to share n buy their CD LOL!

Reach home n tune guitar and start playing thats all~

Went to do Dfund Mini Proj at Roy's house with Net and him.

Time flies with soldering and stuffs!Totally lost in Dfund lalang~They are like huh?!

Solder till close to 8pm and head towards TM.

What should we eat?

Fish n Co?

Why not pastamania?

HAHAHA~

Fish n Co is our choice and had a fishy dinner~Hehe~

Insomnia was the most stylist coffee I had ever drank!With salt n honey that tastes like wow~

Today's topic is on Dialect:Hokkien n Cantonese.

Bo ko Leng~

Mia Zai wa bo di chu~

Chue wa ka wa eh dian wei kam xia~

Term test is over!



Bwahaha!



Assignments are flooding in!



Argh!



Wasn't updating yesterday because.....I finally get to strum my guitar without any naggings from my mum!Bwahahahaha!



Play Red Alert 3!

Guitar!

Shopping!



Guidance for Guitar anyone?!HAHAH!



Shopping Spree for Christmas Presents and CNY clothings CALL ME ALONG!



Red Alert 3 players Jio me Along!


Biochemistry paper was smooth like EDEV~Intend to leave after 30mins after the paper started.Didn't really know that after 30mins,I am the last few to leave the class!My classmates finished like within 27-30mins.I left at the 35th min!

Mugged Soldering with Net,Roy,Jo,Katty and Mira~

Kinda efficient to study,project with them!HAHA!

Left early due to Dad's Birthday!HAHA!Had nice choco cake and Fish Head Steamboat!Woots!

Today's the second day of the battle.Dfund 2~

Manageable and not as tough as the one yesterday.Not the time to be emotional and not to let emotions to affect you.Rationalise your mind!Not the rationalise in maths.LOL.

Edev shouldn't be too demanding I wish,I hope,I pray.

Came out with what to wear and style for CNY next year.HEHE~

Should I dye my hair Bright Red or Copper Red?Or should I dye at the first place!hahahaha!

Went through some of the old entries of blog in the archives.So much things had happen and I had been through so much.This year has been a smooth one till now,abit choppy nowadays but what to do?

Term test on-going.Unwanted emotions surged at the wrong time.

Two words:Hate it!

Cest La Vie









Sometimes I just feel like giving up.

Saturday
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Went study in school with Lynette,Kat,Jolene,Royston and Radhi.Kinda quailty and had 4 murtabaks for dinner!Oh my gosh!4!!!Think I will abstain frm prata food for at least 1 month!hahahhaha!Finish everything at around 10pm after clarification of questions with Dr Ravi.

Sunday
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Firstly,Happy B'dae Gladys~!Turning 21 this and getting the key to freedom!Went to her party at Marina Mandarin and enjoyed the buffet there.Phototaking session there and slacked and chat.Miraculously won the Best-Dressed Superstar for the Male catergory.LOL!Thanks anyway!hahaha!

Rush down to school after that,again.YES!School on Sunday You didnt see wrongly!Whole body soaked inside out pratically when I reach there.Again we studied till close to 8 plus 9pm,I guess.Went home and mahjiong with Jolene they all.Won the last round before I go to sleep BWAHAHAHAHA!

Cut my hair again!And I mean cut!hahha!

My hairstyle now has become BOB!hahaha!

Went out to chill with Thomas,Weiz and CYB.Don't know why I went cause Term Test next week!And I don't know why I look emo,going for matchmaking with my attire today!LOL!

Ben's showcase during Lunch can be said to be a mini-lunch concert~HaHa~Entertatining!

Off to mug i guess.

Term test are attacking!!!!

They are arriving in less than a week!!!Argh!

Went to donate my blood for the first time~!HAHAHAHA!

Was having abit of phobia at first cause I had 13 holes pierced on my left hand before!HAHAHAHA

However it wasn't as scary as it seems.Addictive i think!Giving back to the society!XD

More photos up soon~Stay tuned~

My 100th post for the very first time~!

However,don't think that it will be a happy one though~LOL!

Just a quote from Macbeth,a Shakespearean Play.

"Fair is Foul,Foul is Fair;Let it fill the Filthy Air."

Changed my blogskin like FINALLY!

Recent craze with Japan~

Tomorrow got quiz and I still not really ok ye,although I read it through yesterday and this afternoon in school.

Shall go and revise abit more and than declare warfare against other commanders online~("Alright I know it's lame.")

Picking up a new skill soon~Hehe~Something good other than phototaking which already rocking my life!Stay tune~hehehehe

Random post for the day~

Just a normal day that starts and ends normally in a normal school for the normal me.~

HAHAHAHAHAHA

2nd post for the day!

My gosh!Can I start a opposition party against that Edev Section Head?

My friends and even cousins can't tahan him!HAHAHAHAHA!

More to come la CHER!Bloody hell somemore!You are going in!

And My cousin ChuaZiLin!She rocks!WOoohoo!!!XDD

Look at her post! I laughing my head off la!HAHA!

http://that-insanity.blogspot.com/

Oh ya~Her quote~

say it to your lecturer
Zilin [: says:
then if get zero
Zilin [: says:
you say
Zilin [: says:
this ball is for you to suck you ******
Zilin [: says:
LOL

Mood:Nuetral though abit crossed.

Haven't been updating for long long time.Today updating because I was ranted by my lecutrer who is going to chase me out of the LT(Lecture Theatre)!XDD

1:Me
2:Classmate
3:Bloody Silent Lover(ironic cause he keeps shouting) cum Respect-seeker cum Manners-enforced(ironic!) Lecturer

I went into the Lecture Hall.

2:"Eh Jason!Got cards not?"

1:"Nope,"at normal tone.

2:"Huh??"

1:"Dont have!"A bit louder.

3:"OI!CAN YOU SHOW SOME RESPECT NOT!"
Start scolding~

3:"BLODDY HELL!WHAT KIND OF EDUCATION DO YOU GET BEFORE!"

3:"COME FOR WHAT!BLOODY HELL!YOU DONT HAVE BASIC COURTESY OR WHAT?!"

3:"COME IN SO LATE(i entered 5mins late)!DISRUPT THE LESSON!SO WHAT IF YOU GET INTO THE COURSE WITH LESSER CUT-OFF POINT?!TOTAL DISGRACE TO BIE!MECHATRONICS DIDN'T MAKE A SINGLE SOUND!TARNISH BIE'S REPUTATION!"

classic part coming

3:"GET OUT OF THE LECTURE HALL!GET OUT!!"

*CONTINUES SCOLDING*

The part make me very fed up!

Firstly,so what if I really "shouted(your BLOODY definition)",I am replying to my friend.So you think that by not replying to your friends during lecture is courtesy is it?!

Secondly,if you think that we are such a disgrace,get your ASS off BIE edev cohort and teach mechatronics fully instead.Why make your life so difficult?

Thirdly,what do you mean by you dun have basic courtesy or what kind of education do you have before?An insult to me?Or my previous teachers and my parents?If it's meant to target me,I won't give a F**king care about it.If you are targetting my previous teachers n parents as well.,You can bloody throw your Master degree or PhD into the bin or recycle it to save tree.Your kind of verbal expression,words you used and actions doesn't deserve our respect as a lecturer.

Lastly,why should I get out?Big deal that you call shots in the LT.I wouldn't get my ass out like what you said!Why must I?I paid the same amount of school fees as the quiet students you like!Why must I leave and can't listen to your lecture?

I am totally exhausted.

I feel like letting it go.

Think it's just abit far too much for me.

Burnt out.

Quite some time didn't update my blog.Kinda busy with school issues and also lazy to update the blog.

Well,a brief summary of the highlights that had happened during the last few days.Went for phototaking session with Mr Malcolm Tan at his very first WW2 tour.Kinda enriching for me and whatsmore?I earned money!HAHAHAHA

Then also went for Satay makan session at Bedok yesterday.Then nothing much le.Go study le.

Had a long long day out today...Shag!

Hahaha~Went for phototaking session in the morning with Malcolm's first tour.Well, also my first-paid phototaking session.Haha.Quite enriching for me.

Photos later after I have editted and sent to Mr Malcolm.

So stay tuned~

Went for ChunLing's birthday Lunch at Swensens' today.Shared the student sundae combo with LiangEng and Lynette.Clean 9.80 is seriously sweet!!Hahahaa~

Too tired to type much so just photos will do.


CheeseStix that some of us take.


Yummy Baked Mussels shared by Lynette,PeiShan and I.


The Mocha Ice Cream I gotten just now~HAHAHAHA

What a long day today~Faints~

Never mind!After tomorrow will be Break!hahaha!

Recent craves:

-More Green Tea
-More Yuan Yang(Coffee plus Tea concoction)
-Red Alert 3 Warfare!
-Jing Ru old songs reminiscing~
-Maybe will have somemore to add?who knows hahaha~

See ya guys tomorrow~

Woohoo~~~Bought it finally!!!

My gosh~I am gonna start a warfare against the Soviets!Bwahahahah~Beware of the Empire of the Rising Sun!!!

"You better comply or you will seize to exist!"

Currently slacking at the Central cafe at TM.Waiting for the release of Red Alert 3 at 4pm promised by the Comics connection staff.Better dun Dua me!!!I spent 3+ at central just for passing the time.HAHAA~

Super sian la!Every wed always had this 5hr block break!!Faint~

Hahaha~~~

hahahhaha

hahahhaha

Update more later.

Just came back from Malaysia today.A rather saddening and guilt-overdriven day.Received a call from Thomas telling me JingRu left last noon threw me off and wake me up.

I am totally stunned that She left for Taipei yesterday.A sense of guilt surged up within me.Kinda totally spoil the blame.I don't wish to push the blame to others.She had won 2 awards and me passing the wrong message causing the whole FC committee members doesn't get to be celebrate or rejoice the happiness of receiving the award,not even 15mins is spent with her at the airport.

The whole day is just a wrong day that everything goes wrong.Haiz......

Sorry......

Alright!Shall have a post since I havent been posting since so damn long~School term has started and starting to get busy once again.In fact,even more busy than the previous Semester!Gosh~

CCN day coming...Meetings coming....Academic stress.....ARgh!!!Help me!!

Anyway,first week of school has finally ended.So...Roughly can make it through for the week.Phew~

Jingru came for SHA today!!I mean yesterday!!!Arrived at the airport and welcomed her with xiaoying.Other fans were there as well and we 2 are standing at the centre of thesea of fans.Felt overpowered.LOL.Although wasnt first time in welcoming her,I am still as excited as the first time!gosh!When she saw us,she waved!Meltzsxsz~hahaha~Pass her the letters and went off.

And now presently in Malaysia.Some temple religious event that my family seldoms meets it during holidays or weekends so gotta come in.Cant go camp nor SHA!T.T

Anyway she won!!thats the best!!!

Have been tagged to do this quiz by Jia Qi.First timer in this sia~hahahaha

1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
-Phang Jia Qi

2.your relationship with him/her?
-long-lost primary school friends and present sch-mates in TP

3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
1)Long forgotten
2)Quiet?
3)always hang out with my godsis and gals of P6 class
4)getting more vague~
5)Sit behind me during P6 haha(does this count?)hahaha

4.the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-Don't think have bah.....Ya dun have hahahas

5.the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
-ehhh.......don't think so as well bah~

6.you got any wish/request to ask from him/her?
-Eh currently nope~hahas

7.as a friend,what he/she has to improve on?
-not sure....I'm ok with her currently

8.if he/she become your enemy,you will?
-ehh.... i don't think so bah~hahaha~unlikely to happen

9.if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be?
-I DON'T KNOW!

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
-anything i am capable in helping her?

11.your overall impression of him/her?
-okk...nice friend to have

12.How you think perople around you will feel about you?
-talkative,emotional,someone with a 贼look and a crazy fish fan with 我爱静茹 on my forehead.

13.the characters you love yourself are?
-ehh....maybe the enthusiastic and the optimism in me.

14. on the contary, the character you hate yourself?
-ehh the emotional me that can come and devour me anytime,especially nostalgic moments.

15.the most ideal person you want to be is?
-eh..no one special but just a simple guy that can cook and teach.(not intending to be Home econs or F&N teacher.)

16.for people who care and like you,say something to them.
-Thank you~ and continue to care and like me somemore like you have already did!hahahahaha

17. Pass thiss quiz to 10person that you with to know how they feel about you.
1)Royston
2)Chiw Foong
3)Kiwi
4)Nigel
5)Kevin
6)Liang Eng
7)Iris
8)Lynette
9)Farhana
10)Nadia

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-eh no idea~

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-Female la dey!

20.If no.7 and 10 are together,will i be a good thing?
-No way!I don't promote homosexuals or lesbiansm in Singapore thank you.

21.What's no.2 studying?
-Finance,accounting and Banking

22.When was the last time you chat with no.3?
-think the last 2-3 weeks.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
-Angmoh music like Rihanna.Ella ella ella ehhhhh..ehhh ehhh...Player Jam SALA la~

24. Does no.1 got any siblings?
-Nil

25.Will you woo no.3?
-Eh tell you I don't promote Homosexuals in SG right?!Want ask how many time!hahaha

26.How about no.7?
-Ehhh....nice question asked....Not sure leh~Didn't contact for long long time.

27. Is no.4 single?
-Sry lah~Attached le

28.What is surname of no.5?
-Lim

29.What's the hobby of no.10?
-Dunno~hahaaha

30. Does no.5 get along with no.9?
-They dunno each other.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
-Temasek Polytechnic

32.Talk something casually about no.1.
-Ehh....AHLO FELLOW FISH FAN!HAAHAHA

33.Where no.9 lives?
-Dunno...Tampines I guess

34.What color no.4 likes?
-Eh think no preference hahas

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
-They dunno each other

36.Does no.1 have any pets?
-Negative~

37.Is no.7 sexiest person in the world?
-WT_(fill in urself)!what is wrong with this quiz's question?!

38.What is no.6 doing now?
-No idea~

Finally done~Haha~Phototaking session next week on thurs most likely.Any interested souls please?haha

2nd day of working still as per normal.Slacked enough~hahahas!

Didnt't know that I had a huge appetite that I can gobbled down one pepperlunch and malay nasi padang.At first I finished a super red-hot-chilli Nasi Padang that has rice,drumstick n Assam Stingray.Maybe of the sourness and spiciness increased my appetite,I was even hungry after the Malay food so I bought pepperlunch.More like it la~ that's what I can say XDD

After that felt super high and satisfied.This is what the feeling of Happiness gained from food is about!HAHAH!As well as the hole that one would feel behind the pocket on the back hahah!

Tomorrow off day!Popping down Rock Records office to pass Ailian the Pirated Copy of Valentines'.Put it in the black bag where I got it from Thomas cause always got the temptation to break the cd into half when I see it.ARgh!

More to come~Haha~Au Revoir~

FINALLY!First day of work after the holidays have started!

I have been rotting at home for the past 1 month and finally get myself worthy by doing something that's more fufilling.Working conditions wasn't really that bad,on thr contuary,better than my previous jobs!HAHA!

Cashiering wasn't what I was suppose to do but since the supervisor is there,fine~I will do it.Everything was smooth~HAHA~Slacked enough~I guess hahahas=x

SHA is coming and She's here once again~Hope she really wins this time round la!Debts are supposed to be CLEARED!!Hope my new timetable wouldn't crashed with the flight timing~HAHA

Should I go SHA or not?????Dilema~