At times, it rekindles the feeling that I once had.

At times,the feeling would just fade off silently.

Why couldn't it just stays.

2009 ending.

2010 starting.

This shall not carry on and get brought forward:D

Hey GUYS n GALS:D

Firstly

belated MERRY CHRISTMAS

My christmas is spent in the quiet moment as I don't have much activities though.

Nonetheless:D

Happy new year for the upcoming 2010:DD

Had lotsa fun today with the Cousin's! today at ICON v.

We head for our very first Sushi Buffet outing after the secret society of Cousin's! has been formed muahaha! Is a total smash cause we enjoyed each other's company:)

Cam-whore!

Chiong food!

Laughing!

and Kopi Peng! at Somerset 313 after that.

Nice start of the christmas week:D

需要你

我是一只鱼

水里的空气

是你小心眼和坏脾气

Am I thinking what you are thinking?

I hope not.

Holidays!!!Woohoo!

Woohoo!!!!It's finally the yearly christmas season!

It just feels like the year is coming to end AGAIN!

This year seems fruitful yet wasted.

Contradictory I know.

But at least I shall reward myself for this 2 weeks of break!
HAHA!

Shall enjoy my virgin trip to St James tomorrow cause got free ticket!
HAHA!!

I hate spending too much time alone.

doing nothing.

Term test and the 21hrs camp has finally over!

Thanks to all departments and my own beloved department Heads and Subcomms!

It's a success with your help although there are much hiccups along the way.

Recovered the rest after my dad's birthday yesterday night.

Term Breaks!

Alright!I shouldn't be blogging today and NOW!

But!

I don't care!HHAHA!

Term Break is coming and this is really a term break as there wouldn't be anymore camps and stuff at least for this 2 weeks breather weeks.

Phew.

Can't wait for the things to happen!

Jams!

Partys!

CHRISTMAS!

Shopping spree!Anyone?HAHA!

I wouldn't mind going in groups:D

Today has been a long day.

Another day of Dec has past.

Haiz.

Another day shorter.

What to do?

Term Test is another day NEARER!

CRAPS!!

@#$%^&*(

On a serious note

I think

I will go EZ-5 Bar in Taiwan sooon.

Nice music.

Nice Singers.

Whatever!Jason go sleep and dream to score for Zs haha!

Nights readers!

Went for Human Health n Diesease quiz today.

Finished it fast and headed down to T1 for dinner with Cousin,Francis.

Went UniQlo

Total madness sales!

Spent about $38.70 there for 1 hoodie and 2 cute t shirts

Total deal!

haha!

Off to shower now(:

Mug hard ppl for TermTest

Even Harder for Term BREAK!

Reminisce

Went to read my archives from my very first blog that I 've written.

Good old days uh.

I miss those days that I had.

Rushing for IRP after lunch

Enjoy pumpings during NPCC sessions.

Leading cheers in front of the whole school's UG.

Bittersweet period

Adam Khoo's training.

O'levels muggarithm.

Let's move on with life!

I can only say that the whole of the past week is filled with the minimum amount of sleep I've ever had.

I know that I should be studying and prepare for my exams now.Argh!But I havent start!!!Damn!!

Must start it by tonight no matter what!

Had a run with Running Buddy/Cousin again(:

Is always nice to talk to her cause she seems to understand what I really feels and can give me advices.Hi Estee if you see this(:

I feel lost.I need to move on with life.I need to find back my sense of direction

Haven't been sleeping well since Tuesday.

Chiong project till 3am in the morning.

Maybe my first attempt to do work till so late into the night.

Wednesday is another day of madness cause my proj teamates and I only slept for like 4hours.

Camp mode was on the whole of yesterday

And I thought I could sleep early,inspiration struck me and I gotta pen it down in case it is gone.

The whole thing ends like 12plus 1Am again?

MCT now in the lab is like @.@

I would appreciate tomorrow cuz of TGIF!Hahaha!

Sarah!Englandddd enough?LOL

Gentlemen Jack

I believed that those who saw me today.

They might think that

"This fella seems to bite anyone in his way today.Siam!"

Indeed

I am abit crossed and irritated the whole day.

I don't know what's going with me nowadays.

Easily irritated.Easily angered.

Feels like shit.Totally.

Mentally,Emotionally,Physically.

FML.

彭佳慧

今天的部落格的专栏会是用华语来写。
好久没听到能够让我那么入神的歌。
内心世界里的种种情绪都浮了起来。
悲伤和快乐。
欢笑与泪水。
好久没听到自从静茹过后让我如此放松的女歌手。
彭佳慧。
已《旧梦》的故事为何还让我感到《相见恨晚》呢？
不说了，听歌吧。

《相见恨晚》

相见恨晚
作词:娃娃
作曲:陈国华
前奏
你有一张好陌生的脸
到今天才看见
有点心酸在我们之间
如此短暂的情缘
看着天空不让泪流下
不说一句埋怨
只是心中的感慨万千
当作前世来生相欠
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远 永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间 来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累 我也不管
你有一张好陌生的脸
到今天才看见
有点心酸在我们之间
如此短暂的情缘
看着天空不让泪流下
不说一句埋怨
只是心中的感慨万千
当作前世来生相欠
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远 永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间 来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累 我也不管
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
我不奢求永远 永远太遥远
却陷在爱的深渊
你说是我们相见恨晚
我说为爱 你不够勇敢
在爱与不爱间 来回千万遍
哪怕已伤痕累累 我也不管

《旧梦》


微微风涌起旧梦
拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么
多情多怨 多伤人重
微微风涌起旧梦
月光洒满了你的行踪
再也想不起要忘记是什么
不能不愿 不再多说
一生追悔快意都相同
若不是你依然在我梦魂中
我怎么会有一个理由
为你 为情 为爱 为我
啦......
啦......
我像落花随着流水 随着流水飘向人海
人海茫茫不知身何在 总觉得缺少一份爱
一生追悔快意都相同
若不是你依然在我梦魂中
你怎么没有任何理由
给你的情 给爱的我
微微风涌起旧梦
拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么
独自徘徊旧梦中
我早也徘徊 我晚也徘徊
徘徊在茫茫人海
我为你守候 我为你等待
心爱的人儿何在
微微风涌起旧梦
拾起一片回忆如叶落
再也想不起难忘的是什么
独自徘徊旧梦中
独自徘徊
独自徘徊旧梦中

Hi blog.

I find it weird when I type the 2 words above.Feeling so suffocated.

So tied up.I wanna break free from these.

:\

Went school on a rainy Friday.

Did my Bioinfo Proj with Wyman till 3pm plus.

Can't figure out how to use the program.Totally!

Went for movie 2012 at the 5:15pm Slot.

Awesome movie I can conclude.

Loves the intense impact that are packed so tightly that makes the audience glued to the chair:)

Went boozing with Fishes at Molly Mallone.

2 Pints of Kilkenny+Fish and Chips(big size) = Super bloated plus tired

*yawns*

Going to sleep.Nites world:)

People Killing People Dying.Why Can't We Just Have Peace?

Wish all my Year 3 friends to had a smooth MP judging tomorrow:)

Finally the day ended.Peacefully.

Settled the Problem and rushed to OH meeting at 7:15pm.

Burn out totally for this week.

I really appreciate TGIF for this week.

Can't wait for tomorrow and Saturday to fix the 2 guitars' strings and bridge for one of the poor ones

:\

Off playing the screwed guitar now!

Bye!

Nice song to share with my readers:)

Had D-Cup today.

Supposely is Finals today but in the end it didn't turn out to be the finals.


Really feel so pissed off just now during the games,what's next?The rain that pours like mad that cease our games.Today is just not my day!At least it's finally over and thanks to FDM's swiss roll:)At least it liften up my mood.

Felt so pissed off with the participants but even more with myself.
Disappointed in the way I handled the situation.







I'm a piece of crap.Today.Totally.

*Updates*

Finished reading the Bioinfo for tomorrow's quiz and finished my own blog's archive.

Didn't know that so much of my life has passed.

The days where I hated my life cause the JAE book cheated me.

Days I hope that it repeats as I travelled to an Offshore Island Chalet.

I shouldn't give up.

Jia you!

To all readers,Friends,Hurt ones,Emo ones and Loved ones:)

##########################################

Feeling so crappy this week.

Seriously need to unwind.

Couldn't help but doze off during MCT lecture and woke up with so much things clogged up in the head.Feeling so drowsy and got the feeling of falling sick.Shucks.This spoils my 2nd last 2 lessons of the day.

So much things left undone and things just kept flooding.

Fucking hell need to unwind.Looking forward to Friday's movie and boozing session at Molly Mallone.Hopefully can also go out on Saturday.

你還好嗎 好久不見 又來這里 這個老店
後來的你 喜歡了誰 我們聊聊天
現在的你 一樣美麗 至於愛情 是個回憶
她不愛我 他離開你 愛會來 就會去

在不同的城市努力 偶爾也會想想你
這樣的我 那樣的你 要很久才相聚
我們都沒說那遙遠的曾經
我們也沒提故事的原因
青春的復刻回憶像一片云
沒法子抓在手里
我們的眼淚在復習著過去
我們的微笑是彼此的氧氣
復刻的回憶是封掛信號
多遠都可以找到你

窗外的樹 愛哭的風 煩惱的我 聰明的你
愛是什麼 什麼人懂 所以 別難過
心還痛嗎 請忘了吧 所謂幸福 是個童話
後來的我 一切隨意 所以 沒關系

在不同的城市努力 偶爾也會想想你
這樣的我 那樣的你 要很久才相聚
我們都沒說那遙遠的曾經
我們也沒提故事的原因
青春的復刻回憶像一片云
沒法子抓在手里
我們的眼淚在復習著過去
我們的微笑是彼此的氧氣
復刻的回憶是封掛信號
多遠都可以找到你

午後的悶熱的窗外的一場大雨
讓我們看見了以前的自己
把時光倒轉回那一季 喔
那年的夢 他鄉的你

愛麗絲的第一次爱丽丝的第一次

Kinda fell in love with this song.

Can't help it but there are still images form in my head while this song is playing.

Images formed from the memories of Pri,Sec and now.

Anyway enjoy the song:)

How I wish everyday would be like today.

Cooling

My mum bought this pot of Orchid saying that the petals looks like a very beautiful lady that is wearing a gown.

Looks kinda true.Haha!

Family is not in town over the weekends.Only Me!haha!

Having Dinner with ADH!Woots!

Feels like blogging though I should be on my way to the land of the ZzZz

Watched Jennifer's Body after my 2 reports. Megan Fox is really hawt~Anyway that show shouldn't be rated NC16:/ For those who watched, think the rating can hit M18?LOL!

Not really a bad show afterall but ya~horror show,ultimately, makes no sense anyway.haha!

Mum's birthday was 2 days back and think she had a great time on cruise last night that she slept through the whole afternoon LOL!

Off to bed bye~

Had the first prelim rounds for the Director's Cup Street soccer division yesterday. Is a total
chao ta experience la!The weather is uber hot and my helpers,especially the admin people, become lobster I guessed.Cuz I am one yesterday!

Went to Subs with Sunil and Radhi after the debrief.They ate subs that are so tempting that I feel like getting a bite lah!Argh!

What's best after this?I didnt have my house key with me and I couldn't get anyone for the whole of 15minutes!And I have to meet my sister and cousin after I got home and showered.
Thank goodness my dad picked up the call and leave the keys with my neighbour.

Kudos to them!

Met my sister and cousin for pastamania at Bugis and bought a watch!Finally I bought one on my own!All the watches I had last time were from my godfather~ Finally one by myself so happy:)

Back to studies nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

CAMP!

Finally going to update something on this blog.First week of school had finally ended, so is BMIE Survival Proj AY/10.

First week of school is always nice with all the reunion with the classmates after a not-long-yet-not-short holidays.Not to forget our camp that had been planning.For months.

The camp was a total success!Great help and kudos to main commitee and all the helpers!Without your help the whole camp won't be a success!Not to forget our very own supportive advisor,DR RAJA!Without your help, alot of things cannt be done too!

All the preparations were done and the camp actually passed by so fast.18hours of non-stop action ended in 18hours time.I know I sounds dumb here but it actually ended so fast.Hope to attend again next year!

500days of Summer

Roses Are Red
Violets are Blue
You're a Whore
Fuck You

ALright!Quotes from 500days of Summer.

"Nothing is meant to be"

Had been sleeping late lately.

Couldn't help but starting to hate this stupid corner in my room,in my life.

Couldn't help but starting to feels emotional whenever I'm in that corner.

Couldn't help but just can't break through the stupid frame of myself.

Idiotic and disgusted.

****

Haven't been blogging for like ages here.Have been busy with camps preparation work for both ESC side and my own club ones.Busy and much more busy!!!

Finally had something done nicely which is my hair. Cut it short and dyed it.

Camp just ended yesterday man!

Enjoyed it although had much stressful and tiring moments.

Much thanks to all departments and also my dearest department heads as well

Thanks to Jasmine,Yessy and also Jia Ying.Thanks for coordinating with me cause definitely the rest did a good job during this camp.

Absolut Rocks!

Haven't been updating the blog for ages!haha!Have been rather busy and doesn't have the time to blog.

However!There's always time n place for this!

Total madness totally!Absolut ROCK!WOOTS!

Love the skin!Love the Stud!Love the company with cousins,aunt and You!ABSOLUT ROCKS!ABSOLUT-ELY

Lack of rest.Uprising Challenges.Weary.

Oh great.Stomach giving trouble.Feel like puking in the middle of the night.irritated....

First thing woke up to do,
Head to ClubRoom and do some spring cleaning...
LOL!Tiring but shiok!

After that was meeting for the Oct Orientation with the other Heads.
Ended quite fast so discussed abit in the ESC Clubroom..

Head down to Clarke Quay and meet Wei at BK.
Rot there till 6:15pm since 4:45pm.
Maddness I can say!HAHA!

Ate Waruku for dinner~
Had Heneiken and Hoegarden!(thanks for the treat~)at coffee club.LOL!
*what to do is at Clarke Quay!lalala~*





Think should get some sleep since it's already 3am~wahahha!


Thought I would saw you there at Clarke Quay, but it's just a random thought and it didn't happened anyway.

Exams are finally over!

How shiok it is man!!

Went to party with the clique at Kallang Leisure Park and did the ceremonial K-Box Party!hha!

Bowling after that!

Think of playing some games to enjoy and OCP trip!Woohoo!

Exams

Exam frenzy has been on since Friday.
Look at the mess of the table.

This is how hardworking I am!LOL!

3 more subjects to go!Or rather,3 Subjects LEFT!!!HAHA!!!

Gotta booze on Thurs and Fri!!HAHAAHA!

Tomorrow's the day!!

Countdown to liberation!

Countdown to Enjoyment!

Good luck everybody!

Eyes On Me

Haven't been updating good things so today I shall do it.

My cousin went to ROM in the morning and I was told to tag along.

Never been to that place but not too bad though. Enjoyable yet exam stress spoils my mood alittle.




Into this song lately.Is by Faye Wong for Final Fantasy 8.

Eyes On Me

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

Tottaly worn out.
Hope this week can end soon.
Hopefully Fri would be successful.

Yesterday was a nice day!Had NDC at TCC in the morning and 6-Strings at night.

Enjoyed myself so much.

I still miss your presence.

Went to See Hwa's birthday BBQ yesterday.Nice ohana they had.LOL!

Had cocktail last night.LOL!

Think similarly for tonight.

Nites people.

Havent been blogging for quite sometime.

Insomnia.Can't sleep.Eye pain.Heart Pain.

Updates
Posted a new poem up on my poetry corner.Do check it out~

http://litrifiedfantazies.blogspot.com

Finally went for a run around,rather 2/3 round of Bedok Reservoir.
Only finished the 2/3 with slow jog.
Realised that Life's all about a long long marathon.
Bound to be rocky at times.
Bound to have downs.

Feel like finishing one cocktail drink and sleep till the next morning.


P/S:You're like a drug and it seems so hard without you...

dipl head outing

Went to celebrate Jing Ling and Zhang Xiong's belated Birthday at Marina Sq.Chat for hours and hours with coffee at starbucks till past midnight.Shared alot of the unrevealed secrets.LOL!

Although not all the Heads turn up but it's still a successful one as we all enjoyed ourselves.
=]

Another one will be next month I guess...hee

Updates

HOHOHO!
Quite sometime didn't update my blog.
Getting real busy soon!OMG!
Update more on Facebook and Twitter I guess~

http://www.twitter.com/bahhJas

Follow me on Twitter~

Had been almost a week since I last blogged.LOL!
Rather emotional last few days due to the AGM.
Didn't manage to hold back during the AGM.Shed tears.Erm ok la correction I cried.
So pathetic lah...
I can feel that You seems to know has been going on.
If You saw something that makes You thinks that I am lying or what,I am sorry.
My feelings for You will always be true.
I know my words are redundant so I will prove to You with my actions.
I am finding the right timing to confess.
Hopefully it's soon and the answer I got back is the one I wanted.

Loves

Had nothing much to say.Enjoyed the evening in the clubroom singing with Samantha,Hafiz and Wyman.

How I wish the moment will just freeze.

Feeling so lethargic since Sunday.

Not because of Fish effect but rather some self-issues.

Work that is piling up.

Emotions loosing the controls.

Hang On.

Gotta be positive

Photos time!


Better be Safe than Sorry~


My buddy~Kelvin!woohoo!


View outside the plane in Budget Terminal before take off.


Emo Wai Loon on the bus.


My ticket to the Best concert ever!

Photos from our sister Fanclub,myfishome and Baidufish.

Starting~Isn't she gorgeous?!


Getting high~woohoo!!


Mesmerize~


Guest Singer-光良..They sang 掌心 so well!OMG!


给你我的手，向温柔野兽，我们一直就这样往前走！


Encore part.....Miss her alot!


My prize!muahahha!Gold Recyclebag and a T shirt!Woots~~

I feel it.
I smell it.
I breathe it.
It was there,my green days.

KL Concert Expedition

Finally managed to drag myself to start typing this entry.LOL.

Woke up 6:30AM to prepare myself for the concert.Is like finally la!Again!Woohoo!!
Head to the airport at around 8:20Am with Wei.Met the rest at Terminal 3 for breakfast at Ya Kun.Can feel the excitement by then already!Woohoo!!

Flight took off at around 1310.A bit rough cause of the thick clouds in the sky,and Kelvin is in the toilet while the plane is jerking!HAHA!After landing,thought having something we normally CANNOT have in SG however,we went to the usual Mac.A must go restaurant we go for every Jing Ru Event!

Checked in to YMCA and after a short while of Map-reading.We hit the road and get ready for dinner before Concert.Met Suchin at the stadium gate to collect our tickets before enter the hall.The Concert lasted 3 hours and 30mins(approx).As usual,worth remembered concert.Bought her merchandise and got Posters from the sponsors.

How I wish that 3hrs will never end.More to come and photos up tomorrow.Nights~

[一个人留下来，是很孤独的]

Quite sometime that under the moonlit sky that I post an entry up on the blog.LOL!

Went biking at ECP at 8:30AM in the morning!Was like half-dead cause was sooo damn tired the previous day.Had breakfast at Mac before hitting the road with the wheels.Start from area C and all the way up to the area G.Area G is actually the OBS campsite at ECP which is I guess about 5-6KM away from Changi International Airport!Woohoo!Think can made up to the airport but we got lady with us so we didnt.

Proceed to Parkway Parade to have lunch and joke around with the Usuals.Head home after that.Feels so lethargic but refuse to sleep!Instead!I intend to finish the anime I had been watching since term tests starts.=x Blood+.Finally finished the show!Overall not a bad anime~Violent enough I guess and a little bit of romance to spice things up other than just blood and more blooooddd!!!RAARRR!

最近我也觉得这名女艺人很不错。她是高伊玲，外号《鸭子》。主持的很不错哦而且很自然。蛮喜欢她的:)

Looking towards the clear sky now,makes me thinks of you and will always be waiting by the phone for your call or your message.

Finally ended today's paper!Woots!!

Feels like dressing up and head for a night full of fun and havoc!

However,I stayed at home.LOL!

Felt so restless the whole evening....

My mind is kinda pre-occupied by your presence I guess.

Your presence makes me feel great

and let me forget all the problems I faced.

Do take care of yourself more and don't fall sick.

What I can say is I am falling deeper and deeper,for you.

One Paper down.Like finally!LOL!

Felt so relieved lah!haha!

Can't wait for tomorrow's dinner and Friday's arrival.B-)

Saturating point for absorption today.

Absorption is ATP-Driven and when the MOLGEN's info enter host' mind,

degradation of finished subjects initiated

and MOLGEN's info starts to integrate with wadeva MOLGEN info inside to form more essay qn answers.

When approx. to 4 topics in mind,Lysis occurs and all MOLGEN info verbally vomit out onto the fullscap for RAJA!

LOL!!Too much of Lysis n Lysogeny!HAHA!Alright shall rest early tonight and mug tomorrow morning!

What my Horoscope said....

Attractive personality
Affectionate
Shy and reserved
Secretive
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
Loves peace and serenity
Sensitive to others
Loves to serve others
Not easily angered
Trustworthy
Appreciative and returns kindness
Observant and assess others
Revengeful
Loves to dream and fantasize
Loves traveling
Loves attention
Loves home decors
Musically talented
Loves special things
Moody

Went for Bizen AGM this evening.Always hated the graduation-mixed-happy-sad kind of feeling.But one gotta face it someday somehow.

After the AGM,Hafiz,CY and me went back to our Club Room.Everyone,ok or rather hafiz and me,felt abit depressing due to the the graduation and leaving of the current comm.Got questioned and I stupidly let something out of the bag so easily.LOL!

Questioned myself on the train.And finally I can confidently say,YES!I am ready and I am going all out.I am not joking to myself and I really treat whatever I am going to do SERIOUSLY.It's not child's play and I know the path is going to be tough.I seriously hope what I wish for come true and what I worried for doesn't realise.I am going to wait and I am going to make sure that It would definitely won't be short and I would really put in my effort to maintain.

I know that speaking this,or tpying out this doesn't mean anything but I will really try my best to prove myself worthy.

Finally get myself to blog about my recent events.

Have been burning away my Fridays for the past 3-4 weeks and the Orientation event is over!woots!!The strong sense of satisfaction is really great!The whole event went on smoothly and it was a great success only with my team!haha!

Went for Rahman's birthday celebration which is the same day as my Orientation!Total blast for the whole day lah!Reach home till late into the night!Love It!;p

Following day suppoesly to be camping at Ubin but the camp wasn't as great as TP ENG camps and there was a fractured arm casualty so had to bring him down to CGH.Seriously organizing team need a proper communciation tools.Numerous walkie but none of the staff organizer got one=.=

Just finished editting the photos for the graduation,think my stamina for photography is short-span.Feels so tired once I stopped for awhile after editting or taking photos.

O phew~Man things are piling up almost at one shot and loosing all at almost one shot too. *Spins*
Hope the events for the rest of the week can be smooth!
*More spins*


On a less serious note,I wish to go to Pulau Redang asap!

I had finally get to change my phone.However,I don't feel good siol.Firstly,it costs a bomb!!!Argh!!I think I shall top up at least half myself.If not i feel super bad....



Oh great!I let the cat out of the bag myself.Great job Jason!

Nobody-WonderGirls

So Addicted to this song lah!

Nobody Nobody but You!The lyrics meaning is even better!!I love the meaning!Groove to the beat man!

Wonder Girls - Nobody (English Translation)

You know I still love you baby
And it will never change

Chorus
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I don’t want anyone else
I can’t have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody, nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away? I hate it.
You ignore what I am saying
Why are you trying to send me to other guys?
Why are you doing this?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Stop it right now, you know me well enough
Why are you forcing what you know I don’t want?

Chorus x2

I’m satisfied, I’m happy
If I have you I don’t want for anything else
Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?
I can’t be happy away from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Why can’t you understand that it makes no sense?
How can I be happy without you?

Chorus x2

I don’t want nobody, body body
I don’t want nobody, body body
Really, if it is not you
I hate it!

Chorus x2

Back to the days
When we were so young
And wild and free
Everything was just like a dream
I want to go back to those times
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
Why do you push me away?
I don’t want nobody, nobody
Nobody nobody but you

Having orientation today.So far so good~Hope it will be great through out

I feel myself at the verge of oversaturation.

Why am I feeling such inner conflict in me now.
I got questions and yet I had no answers.
I need them.I want the courage.
What I afraid wasn't straight after the confession but rather,
the situation in the Future.

Wasted my whole good weekend at JB.
I dunno why I feel this la.
That kind of feelings will fade and surge.
Sick and tired of it
I feel like going back to the past;
till everything is always so fine.



You messed up my whole daily routine,and now I don't think I can live without you.

Today felt better.More laughters and communication.After Dr Raja talked to me regarding the items and stuffs we need to get,I felt more calm down.LOL!Kudos to Dr Raja.

Regarding the previous post,I will leave it I guess?Or should I delete it!I leave it to later part of the night.

My fellow Diploma Heads!!!Love to work with them!!!



Group shot



The scandal within the Department!!!HAHAHAHA!!!(effects for True Or Dare session)

I am quited troubled now.

Feeling so distracted.

I feeling the same feelings I had 2 years back.

Almost equally strong.Sometimes it can be stronger.

I felt the warmth I never had before.

Right now,what I can say is

I miss you.

Woots!!I had a nice day out with the Diploma Heads!!We went for dinner,lepak at Esplanade,Took photos and played true or dare!!HAHA!!!

I seriously enjoy their company and I seriously LOVE THEM!!!

Kinda late already....Going to sleep.Update more later on in the day.haha!

Once again~I went to jump into the Aegean Sea!hahah!People who know me well know that I love that place much much!

Left school quite late and head straight down to Marina Sq.Straight go to AQH and sit at Thomas' table.Munching the snacks away as I haven't had any dinner and didn't intend to have one there.Listened to my favourite local group in SG and simply enjoy the Live performance like usual.

Left about 10PM or later.12/5 I will make sure that I would be free that day to attend their Anniversary.Anyway~My phone dropped into the back of the seats of AQH but manage to retrieve it LOL!!Looking forward to this Friday's outing!!OMG!!Off to sleep!Nitez~

Hey!!!I had finally got my hair CUT SHORT!According to my Sociology teacher,the word"Short" would be subjective but I think mine would be real real real short!!For those who know me,they sure would know that my hair would be like somekind of brush,bush wadeva they call it but now!!It's shorten!!

I decided to cut due to several reasons like
-Parents threaten to shave off my hair middle of the night!(Cliche warning)
-"Will never get to see you with your hair short till you go NS I think"-quoted from Thomas
-Stupid weather that is so hot!
-Wasting my wax as no matter how much I put still collapse like Nicoll Highway=.=

And Now!!!!
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Debut cuts!!First showing

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Front!!!

Side

Back!!!

Finish the Jason's premire of his ****ing short hair!!!woohoo!!!Catch his live actions in TP from tomorrow onwards with this funny hairstyle!!

*Updates*

Compare the length~

and the one above!

My inner peace was kind of disturbed when I heard this song just now.The lyrics were vivid and somehow I don't know how,there are images of me appearing in the song.Just don't care to super old-school MV and just listen to the song.If reference for lyrics,it's below.Enjoy.

~太想爱你~
张信哲


慌乱城市中
连风都不自由
热闹的街头
就数我最寂寞
是爱的蛊惑
让我又兴起贪求的念头
有多爱我
够不够久
会不会走
藏在柔顺背后
你忠于自我
情爱里游走
从不曾见你低头
我却常犯错
像一个太忙太累太傻的陀螺
转个不休
只放不收
停不了手

太想爱你是我压抑不了的念头
想要全面占领你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我
却还不属于我
叫我如何不去猜测你在想什么
太想爱你是我压抑不了的折磨
能否请你不要不要选择闪躲
只想爱你的我
太想爱你的我
难道只能在迷雾中
猜你的轮廓

First day of school!

Today is the first day of school.A new start for the Year as I am now a Year 2.1 student!!woohoo!!



So,a new start normally comes with a new look.I guess my looks today wasn't really a new one but rather a nicer one cause after I woke up and freshen myself,I wore my Brown Slim long sleeve, Brown Berms and waxed up my hair!woots!!



Feeling great and head for breakfast.What dampens my day was the failure of putting on my BIG sunglass and walk my way down the Engine Concourse!Whatever it is~I enjoyed my first day of school having lotsa FUN!!Nonsense!! and last but really not the least,I get to know alot alot alot more Engine students due to the MTC and WeekZero!!!SOooo Cool lah!!!



Gotta go cause there are gonna be lotsa more things to do tomorrow!!

HOHOHO~Just came back from TP's Week Zero Orientation Programme.Seriously it rocks lah!!!

I miss the coordination,noisy pagings of the Walkie to each other,being busy with the others. I missed my work with mentors,LLs and of course, my very own department,DIPLOMA HEADS!!!

I seriously miss to be with them hahaha!They are a great bunch of people that I love working with!!!

Had a dream last night.Can consider a nightmare.LOL.

I was at ECP and was being attack by some mobsters.I ran and jumped towards a bush.However,it turns up to be a drain and I landed with my head.I got unconsicous.I woke up with the shirt full of blood and I've been "moved"(cuz when i "awake",it's a diff scene.).There are tunnels and I keep on crawling and couldn't stand due to the height of the tunnel.

the small holes outside are actually Yishun area(i guess).Kept on crawling but can only reach an old old chamber but not the town.2 mobster spotted me and shot with 2-3 bullets on my limbs.The most classic part of my dream is when I used my cell phone to call for police,they actually asked me this ,

Police are red and I am Green

"Hello.Are you Joseph or Sarah?"
"No.But I would like to make a report."
"Aiya like this you try call for your brothers to help you first lah.*hang up*"
"WTF!!Who the F is Joseph and Sarah?Some celebrity's kids?"

and then my Handphone alarm goes off and I woke up.If there are such cops I think i will go mad and stage a Coup against the government.But that shouldn't happen LOL!Gotta shower and go sentosa~Lala~

Winter Love

Hey Readers~Came back to update again. Posted something in my poetry blog.

Go under the Links section to find or my Profile section under "my inks".Currently there is no proper chinese title for my composition.So if free,help me come out with one ahah~

Anyway,here to share a nice Japanese song by BoA.This song brings me memories man~lol!




Enjoy and remember to come out with a name!haha!

There are a few things I would like to point out a few issues.

First of all.....Holidays are ending!!!!For goodness sake!This vacation seems so short!!haha!maybe because it's packed with activities.hahaha!Camps and stuffs.

Secondly...An activities-packed-till-you-are-mad week next week.Monday will be an outing with the Empire and follow by the WeekZero.WOohooo!Busy~

Last of all!I'm glad I can enjoy the last few moments of my emptied Sunday to slack at home and typed out this entry!AHAHHA!

Went out for a movie today.Supposely to be Fast n Furious 4 but in the end we decide to watch Jackie Chan's Shinjuku Incident....Not a bad show!!At least better than my X-Men!LOL!!!

After the show,whole group saw David Archuleta @Iluma...Crush was nice. But what really amazed me is not really his voice but is how the few of us get trapped inside the building and the girls in front took the toilets as exit without looking at the instrutions in front.Well,can't really blame them cause the organizer can't even get the crowd a proper exit and the instruction is only a small piece of PAPER.LOL!

Tonning going on @ my house~xD

*Staring into space*

Holidays are ending soon.So Sian...Woke up by my dad early in the morning to go JB for Bak Kut Teh at 8:30Am!Thought was 10plus when I woke up but is only 8:30!Gosh~

Love to eat the Bak Kut Teh that my family and I normally went.Their food is seriously nice and the people there are nice!Eh..not only service but the looks as well hehe~*shy shy*Don't misunderstand me as some kind of stalker or pervert!Is just that the people there do look good haha~But that stall is really popular within the locals so people who wants to eat them during weekend gotta go early~HAHA!

Watched the X-men origins I bought...Wondering is it the master copy without editting cause I can see the strings and the background of the studio!!LOL!!But overall,3 stars out of 5.Knowing and Fast n Furious 4 might be better?HAHA!Didnt update details for long long time~

Have been staying at home for the past 2 to 3 days for proper resting.Though I am doing nothing at home,My mind feel so strenuous as though I just came back from my camp.Problems surfacing!!Argh!!!MSN so screwed up!!Making me feel so insecure....I know like nonsense to feel insecure without MSN but it's a tool i use to communicate and it is down....Shit!!!!

The emptiness that I once felt long ago surge again....It doesn't feels good thats why I need my MSN badly.....I want to go out!!Make a change in anything that I can!!!

HOHO~Had a swim that lasted 2 hours under to glaring sun!!!
got further tanned and my dad and aunt said that I got too dark!LOL!!!I wanted to get further tanned and my Sis agrees that I can further tanned myself hehe!

Hope that tomorrow's Sun will be glaring as well haha!!

Hi readers!Just return from my MTV ...eh I mean MTC!Eh solli ar~too tired hehe...I can only say that I seriously enjoyed and learn a lot from the camp.Although the we had minute rest and stuffs like that,I still enjoyed my camp with the accompany of other Diploma Heads,especially from my empire Top Models"ahh...SsSsSsiii"*bimbo style*,Jasmine and Rahman.Oh ya!Not forgetting the Level Leaders(Boon Kiat,ZY,Zul, khai and Ira) and also the MENTORS!

Upon receiving the award for being the Most Composed and Efficient Dipl head SubComm,I was still in a daze.However,after receiving that right,I think that ALL the Dipl heads should be awarded cause I do still got lotsa of space of improvements and others did equally well or even better than me,serious!

I looking forward refresher day and also Week Zero though I know it will be a tough job hahas!

Currently doing nothing at home.Roy,Zhi hao and Jesslyn came over for Game Transfer.

Feeling lethargic maybe cause of yesterday's donation of blood.Camp is tomorrow~wooots!!

HAHA!Gotta be great working with other People.Hopefully the camp will be smooth!!!Seafood Harvest for dinner toniight!!BUGIS!!WOOHOO!!!

Lost my Blood for a good course!

HOHOHO!Went to lose some blood with 1 good old friend,Gordon and a new-made friend,Emily.

Donated blood for my very first time at HSA BloodBank.As usual the most painful part is the Iron Test.LOL!Bruised last time la!LOL!this time don't have any bruise!hehe!

After consuming our refreshments,went to Heerens and met Juline on the way.Was mentioning her a few days back and talking about her while having refreshments and poof!She appeared on while we are on our way to the Heeren.Memories do flood in abit hahaa!

Walk around at HMV,Pacific Plaza and slack at Mac.Left for dinner and head seperate ways.

Camp ahead!Woots!MTC HEEERRREEE I COME!


Next Donation:16/6/2009!Anyone?haha

Relieved

HOHOHO!New skin!Finally!

Got bored with the previous one so decided to change a new skin.New Blog must have something new!So I also changed the blog song.It is now a soundtrack.It is nice!!

Just finished my Final Paper.LOL!Dr Raja stick to the Supplementary Paper requirement!He came out with questions that didn't appeared before for the past 2 years!!!

Forget it as long is over!HAHA!MTC is coming!Feel the pressure somehow!


Coming Ups:MTC!Uprising from Wei's!Woots!

oh gosh!!!just had my mango vodka finished along with several bottles of Cats with my cousins,aunt and uncles!Love their accompany!hahaha!

Guess had to rest more!!HAHAHA!

HOHOHO!!!Finally 18th!!!HAHAH!thanks for the tricks and treats by my darling-ed friends!!HAHA!!



more updates after a few more days of drinking i guess!HAHA!


*Anymore mango vodka top-ups?HAHA!

Have been rather busy this few days and lazy to update~hahaha~

Went to support cousin's first ever competition in SG!Damn good!!

Photos up on facebook~HAHA!

Update them here some time later~

Kinda like this song when the Mayday album is being release.The feeling is there.Translyvania.Count Dracula.

夜访吸血鬼
作词：五月天阿信
作曲：五月天冠佑

满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
我是蝙蝠却不能飞　困在日复一日的街　
无止尽的狩猎　彷佛一种天谴
夜色就是我的披肩　日出就是我的风险　
舞池里的狂颠　是我宿命制约
上帝遗弃我们　却又要给　黯淡的月　
照亮世界　要我们无尽又无情的繁衍
看爱过的人　一一告别　做过的梦 一一凋谢
只留下我独自残喘的千年
无法挥舞天使的纯洁　也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类　贪嗔痴傻和愚昧　
找寻著体温和血　找寻著同类
满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
饥饿是最好的调味　孤独是最强的催眠　
疯狂找一双唇　能够当我酒杯
早就对这一切厌倦　也曾愤怒喝下圣水　
却又无助醒在　下个漫长黑夜
青春遗忘我们　却又要给　回忆的美　
就像玫瑰　要余生流血又流泪的受虐
看镜中的脸　慢慢枯萎　高举的拳　
渐渐粉碎　只留下来了无限唏嘘的相片
无法挥舞天使的纯洁　也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类　贪嗔痴傻和愚昧　
找寻著体温和血　找寻著同类
满怀忧伤却流不出泪　极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜　然后又日日夜夜　
无尽的日日夜夜　永远的深陷在人间
一个又一个孤单的千年　只能够日日夜夜　
然后又日日夜夜　无尽的日日夜夜
我不能飞

At granny's house now...gosh the kids are cute yet devilish!!!

Only can say kids nowadays cant be too kind unless you want them to be dancing on ur head!hahaha!!

came by so think i should update....

Have been busy exercising and watching taiwan ou xiang ju.I wasn't into ou xiang ju last time cuz the story sometimes abit too farfetched.But the one i just finish us damn nice!!!HAHA!

Maybe some of ur also finished the show原来我不帅.Damn funny!!!hahaha!

想念是会呼吸的痛

我只能说：“我想你”。

Yesterday's photo.Wont elaborate much first.

Fishie~


StarFish

The sleeping Moray Eel...zZzZzZ

the "fortunate" crab crab that is saved from being eaten

Whale whale~

Little boy playing with the gravity toy

I on electirc chair!

My head for dessert?aHAHAHA